frustrated

I'll be honest, tonight, at this moment I'm feeling frustrated.

It actually started out well enough, with meeting friends for dinner and a short shopping excursion with one of them.

But then I got home. And I started to feel less well. (Today was much better on the health front. But now I'm not sure what tomorrow will bring.)

And I decided it was time to practice my songs for the church band. Since I'm supposed to be singing for the band guy on Sunday.

I can't hit most of the notes properly right now. It's lame. And frustrating. Why would God allow me to have this opportunity, only to not allow me to follow through with it?

I know I can (and will if necessary) ask the Band Dude if it's ok if I sing for him another time. But....I've been waiting so long. I wanted to do it this weekend. And I'm frustrated.

But that is ok. And it's ok to be a little upset/angry. If the people in the Bible are allowed to vent their emotions to God, surely I can as well.